Asking Questions

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I swear I’m starting to really see the family ressemblance with Mom. None of them can go a day without pouring themselves a fancy drink, it seems.

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“So, Gram, I told you the other day already, but I would reall love to ask you a few questions!”

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“I really want to learn eveything there is to learn about our family.”

Gram final turns around. Shes not quite as enthusiastic as I am.

“Oh, you do?…”

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“Yeah! For instance, I know I’m the official heir, or whatever, but has it always meant the same thing? And do you know I have no idea who was the heir beore you? It was your mom, and she was a teacher, right?”

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“My mom’s name was Ariana, and she was many things. But I don’t think these are stories for today, sweetheart. You really don’t need to know any of it right now.”

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“But I want to! So Ariana was the tenth generation since the family founder? What did she do? Did she accomplish something fun? What about your aunts or uncles? Did they have descendants too? Are they also technically heirs? Why don’t we ever see them?”

Gram interrupts my flow of questions.

“Oh, Hannah…,” she sighs. I wait for her to answer, at least one of them, at least give me some clues, but she just gets up and walks away.

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“You’re more curious about this than Aileen and Azalea ever were, I’ll give you that. But I can’t tell you everything, Hannah. And certainly not today.”

And the conversation ends right there.

Memorabilia

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We eat quickly, and Cléo lingers in the dining room to chat with Gram before taking the bus to school.

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But I choose to go and walk around the house. There are so many things to see! All the family pictures, some of them – most of them – of people I’ve never seen. I try to piece together who they might be, like an enigma that gets harder with time.

And the objects and the crafts, things that you can tell were painted by a toddler (Mom? Grandma Aileen?), some where it’s obvious the artist had acquired a bit more skill… And now it’s up to you to decipher the wobbly signatures – if there is any.

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Gram has Halloween candy inside as well, on a table where I suspect she usually keeps more relics. Above it, memories from a day at the beach, and a Halloween paty from decades ago.

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And it continues all the way to the living room.

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A huge family photo from a long gone Christmas and masterpieces Gram painted when my grandmother was a child.

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So many things I’ll ever only be able to hear about.

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The good thing is, I know exactly who could teach me about it all!

Burning Breakfast

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I take the initiative of cooking breakfast when we wake up. It comes from a place of good intentions. I don’t want to let my Great-Grandmother do all the work, I want to show her that I’m a responsible adult.

The plan was certainly not to burn down the house, but with this old stove I’m not used to and my meager cooking skill, it’s a really easy mistake to make.

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“Need help, Han?”

“Nah, it’s fine, I got this, I meant to do that.”

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I do end up getting the hang of it. After a while, the kitchen even smells good.

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I almost feel like there’s a gentle spirit looking over me and my cooking.

A Special Place

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This is the first time I ever set foot in Mom’s childhood home. I saw a few pictures from that time, of course, but actually walking inside these corridors, and seeing the whole thing in 3D, feels like stepping inside a dream. Or an old movie you used to watch as a kid. It’s tough to quite realize it’s real.

There’s no doubt it’s an older house, but it’s been maintained to perfection. Not a speck of dust that I can see, not even a cobweb. It’s also insanely big. Maybe not as big as the Uptown apartment where we lived when I was a kid, but surely you could put our current house in it two or three times.

The layout is easy to grasp though, so Gram only has to give me indications once for me to find the room she says I can sleep in. So I climb the old, creaky stairs, exhausted with a long, but awesome day.

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I swear the upstairs hall is bigger than Cléo and Cyril’s bedrooms. Though I guess that’s the type of space you need if you’re going to have a huge aquarium. It’s also just enough space to hang Gram and my Grandmas’ artwork, not to mention the pictures.

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I open the door to the bedroom Gram indicated – and it takes my breath away. It’s a teenager’s bedroom, and I know right away which teenager.

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Mom’s tastes and interests have changed quite a bit over the years, but not past the point of being unrecognizable. And, she passed the wicker love on to me.

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Being at the core of my mom’s childhood and teenae years, in this place that showcases her and who she is and used to be, makes me feel a special type of way. And I’m sleeping in her bed tonight, too!

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Of course Mom would have a picture of herself above her desk. I’m surprised I see none of dad – but I figure she took all of these with her when she moved. I know I’ve seen quite a few of them in old albums.

Always Welcome

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Gram has lived alone for a while, now. She dropped the fishing club she was a part of when Gramp died, she never tried to meet anyone else. I guess there’s only so many times you can lose people around whom your life revolved before you decide your garden is enough to keep you happy.

I know Gram isn’t sad, she’s wise, and she is an optimistic soul down to her core; but I can’t help but feel a pinch in my throat when I see her yard. She’s decorated everything fo Halloween – and the season has barely started. She grew and carved half a billion pumpkins, hung lights and banners, laid down a seasonal rug and got sweets at the ready by the door. Among other things. The result is an awesome atmosphere, and I know she probably enjoyed the process of making it as much as te beautiful results – she is an artist after all. But it saddens me to think that there’s no one to enjoy it on the daily, but her.

I hope the Brindleton Bay kids show up to trick or treat, at the very least. If they don’t, they’ll seriously be missing out.

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I barely have time to tell Gram about the situation that Chloé has climbed the stairs to go munch on some Halloween candy.

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“So that’s what happened! Do you think we could crash at your place for the night? I know, it’s an odd way to visit for the first time, and I hate to impose, but…”

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“What are you talking about? I’d love to have you and your sister for the night!”

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“We won’t stay long! Cléo has class in the morning anyway, we’ll be out of your hair…”

“Hannah, you ae forever welcome here. This is your family’s house.”

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“Thanks, Gram!”